The track “Infinite Thought Loop” is a sonic embodiment of my reflections on self-awareness and the inner world. For me, the question “Who am I?” has always been philosophical, personal, and complex. The simplest way to describe myself is to imagine myself as a sphere of thoughts in my head. Thoughts are always with me: bright and clear, blurred and dim, obsessive and fleeting. Some are focused on my body, others on the outside world. Snippets of sounds, memories, abstractions.
I think, therefore I am.
This soundscape reflects the flow of my thoughts, where each instrument or sound symbolizes a separate thought, appearing and disappearing, pulsating and bursting into space. I am my thoughts.
To create this track, I turned to generative AI models, which helped me create a graphical score. The empty lines on the score reflect pauses, and the wavy line represents a bass drone, symbolizing the unconscious. Piano and synthesizer sounds, passed through a sampler that stretches and speeds up time, symbolize the stream of obsessive thoughts – these are the circles on the score. All of this is supported by a rhythm that is both structured and constantly changing, and a sample of a wristwatch, symbolizing the passage of time.
This track is a sonic embodiment of my thoughts and reflections on myself, captured in musical form as much as possible.
